SEM RESULTS OUT!!

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Ahhh Today is really hectic for me. With all my busy schedule to follow! Then suddenly I got a text from my college group. "Results Out". I was like - bro , I was already in bad mood. Now this too!!

With heavy heart, all the prayers to God, I opened the link. Entered my registration number and DOB. But To click "Go" , I struggled for some time. There was lots of questions in mah mind. All the "What if?!!" carried me away from the real world. 'What if I got arrears?' , 'What if I got low marks?' , 'What if I...' so many followed. Am sure none of them are optimistic in that way. 

Then I entered "Go" . First thing that my eyes looked was not the marks. But the green words "pass" on the right side. I got little happiness on the edge. But now marks!!

When my eyes scanned the marks, it was not too low or too high , I was in the average scale. I was not happy or not sad. My mind crossed over the knots, that got all of a sudden. 

Should I get happy for the "pass" or Should I feel for my "average scale marks". What should I do?

Now I need a break. Let me just relax myself. Let me wait for the calmness to take control. 

Then I just went to eat. Now both my stomach and mind are filled. Not with chaos but with clarity. I took some time to keep myself on the scale. I can do better. Next time, I will make sure to put some more efforts that I missed this time. Some more concentration, more focus, more reading, more writing, more understanding, than before.

I promised myself to do this. Promising is very easy task, but keeping the promise is the real task. You may also be in that real task now. Let my wishes for you to keep the promise that you made for yourself and for others as well !

~P_P Thoughts of Heart 

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